*sees bomb skinny girl*
*starts to drool while crying* I WANT HER AND WANT TO BE HER
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Being a gay with an ED like
me: *imagines myself at 110 lbs* *stares at thinspo 24/7* *prays for cramps so i dont have to eat*
also me: *shovels food into my mouth at a rate and speed unknown to man*
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when someone turns my mental illness around on me
i feel guilty for having it and i know i cant help it and i feel so bad because “ i dont have real problems or a real reason to be depressed.” people dont understand that they dont help the situation when they say that because it makes people with a mental illness like depression feel worse about themselves.. i cant help i have this
i dont wanna feel this way, i dont wanna think the things i do but i do.. and anytime i try to open up i feel like i get shut down because im only a teenager and im not “ actually depressed ”
I’m Sick.
I’m not skinny, though. My blood work is fine. I still have all my hair. I might get cold every once in a while, but its not that bad. But I am still sick. I still hate myself every time I eat. I still want to be deathly thin. I still think that anything made with flour is pure fat. I still hate my body. I panic around food. I panic just talking about food. Eating disorders are mental illnesses with physical symptoms. Just because you don’t always sneeze when you have the flu, doesn’t mean you don’t have the flu.